I will sleep like a baby today. Heartbreak hurts until the heart is completely broken; after that, there is a kind of peace, the peace of giving up, the peace of letting go of expectations.
The eyes… the eyes are where the problem is. They see the soul in the other person’s eyes. It feels like I can reach it, but I fail, because the soul in the other person is hidden behind their human side.
All I can do is work. I have no option left. I hope God exists and is reading this. Please, God, I just want to feel it once, at least, the feeling of being understood and loved.